Today

Thankfully it is almost over. Rather fitting that there is a huge storm almost upon us, it kind of resembles my mood.

I cant believe it was 9 years ago, today, nine years ago. It feels like yesterday at times and other times it feels like a million years ago.

I am sure it has become easier but I didnt think I would feel this much pain this far into my journey of grief.

To my darling boy, I love you dearly, I always will and I think about you often. I think about all of the what ifs, the what could have beens and I shed a tear. Happy birthday my dear sweet boy, much love to you and thank you for being a huge part of my life for such a short time.